it happened few years ago... its this time around it happened again... but the different part of it this time around... i guess i am at fault too. i pushed him to the edge... and i don't blame him for taking the jump...
i am sorry... but i dont think there is any use of uttering those words now...
maybe it because i cared and loved him too much that is why i pushed...
maybe its because of my own insecurity i made him take the jump...
maybe it because of what was dealt my way before that i help him jump...
it does not matter anymore...
the pain that i feel currently is so real...
the pain that i keep now is just too real...
it does not matter anymore...
what i would give just to have him back...
maybe there is hope...
maybe not....
to say that i don't care
would be utterly lying
i do care...
i do want him back...
to blame it on the curse
i blame myself...
whats the use of pointing fingers...
four more points back to you...
if so it ends tonite...
good bye friend...
u shall be missed...
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