Monday, April 16, 2007

i have the sudden urge

i have the sudden urge to write.... its been a really long time since i last blogged... i dont really know why it was really hard for me to blog.. its not like i didnt have the time for it. i kinda did have time.. maybe it was just that i didnt have the urge to do so.. what am i talking about...
well for the past week or so many things have happened..... i am now on the verge of being broke again... hahahaha... how money flows and the best part i didnt see it go out. it just went...
my bro having a GF and having problems with the GF humm... it was really odd when i saw the girl and getting to know her... she reminded me as how i was at a younger age.. not that i am claiming that i am old...huhuhuhuh...
many sales and fairs to attend.....
i really cant focus.. thats the bad thing now... theres many changes that needs to be done in my life.. some major some not... sacrifices that needs to take place and actions that needs to be taken... i cant go on living like this... tanpa keberkatan apa itu kehidupan?... i need to be strong and fight the urges that comes along... sometimes i feel that life is a joke... but then when i come to think about it, its not a joke but i make it a stupid joke... i have to stop doing that and live up to it................please help.... im asking you.... please

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