i was looking up pictures on the net... and no i was not looking at porn... i should have been.. but i was looking for pic that told a story... as i was flipping thru.. since i have the day to myself today as i was not well and i didnt go for shoot.... i saw this picture of a young man sitting by the sea alone... and funny enough that is how i feel currently.. alone.. you know how at certain times you might be in a crowded room but for just that 1 second you feel alone... yeah i feel that now... maybe i am just over reacting...im currently torn.... i cant really say im torn .... i have this major issue with myself for accepting a job that currently makes me cringe... i dont know if that is good or bad... but yeah it kinda makes me sick....and praying that i receive another offer if such comes along and i will sway.... but then would that make me a bad person?... my brother said to me that sometimes we have to be selfish in certain ways... and so i guess maybe this is my way... why am i counting my chicks before they hatch.... please show me what route should i take....
im off now... going to see hafiz.... nite
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