its hard ....

well well well some habits are hard to kill really... this week has been full of bad habits being it material or emotional.... and i know that i would need to kill off some of them but why am i soo stubborn ... why do i not listen to my innerself? why is it that i would need to wait till i fall flat on my face? arghhh baki your soo stupid.....
i know i am not suppouse to believe in ju ju but heck i do and i know most of these bad habits brings bad juju... and for the past week or so i have been surrounded with bad juju... but i guess i am lucky in some sence that i have soo many lovely people to get me up and bring me fourth ... i am blessed in many matters and i have HIM to thank.... .... HE has been there for me... i kinda feel HIS help but i have to start helping myself in many ways and i have to stop sitting on my ass and DO SOMETHING bout it