Saturday, June 09, 2007

ipoh

up in bed in the midst of ipoh... recalling all that is done within this past week... humm its remarkable really... i have always felt that this is the life that i would want to lead and no doubt about it really... it is the life that i want to lead... but sometimes i wonder if im cut for it...
an industry where the physical being means more than interlect or even heart... sometimes when reality bites and knowing that you ae somehow not good enough one way or the other is a sad manner.... but i would just have to be strong and go on........
the subject of being A-list kept coming up... i know i am never A-list... infact i dont really care if i am or not.... i just want to survive and that means most.....
hahahahaha come to think of it i am staying in this famous chicken hotel in ipoh and they have wifi.... fuyoooh