i guess i 'll just have to try

last nite.. it was very sweet of joy to have invited me over to her house for a little dinner do, thanks joy.... later in the evening i received some some news that did hurt me in some ways... something that i would never have thot would happend but i guess now it is happening and it is out of my control to stop it from happening...the only wise thing to do now is to just let it happen and stand aside and watch... i dont know if i could be strong enough to watch but i gave my word and i would have to... i need moral support... but i guess this time i have to face this one alone.