i know what i want for me birthday.. very tak malu kan

syukur.. for the past weeks or so many new things have came to play and have excited me and sememangnya baki zainal sungguh terharu and i feel really grateful..
siapa sangka with all this going along i am to set to higher places and sore thru deeper sea's .. i cant wait for mongolia and china but above all this i belive that everyone is a messenger and there must be a reason why he want me to do this.. ohh tapi sebelum itu i have found exactly what i want for my birthday.. its an ipod touch 32g which is currently retailing at rm1600.. yup i knw bit take malu but then hello sure 1 way or the other i'll get it.. insyaallah.. dapt jam pun best jugak.. arghh semua lar i nak.. eh jangan bongkak and and sombong..

when drinking water think of its source

the celebrity chat family.. theres baki zainal, pin joo, shue ting and the rest of the gang..
baki zainal with the cast of nie hao mr siao

its half an hour to 5am and i am still awake.. go figure.. and still i have to meet up with my sponsors at 1030am for a briefing about an event that i shall be hosting next week.. alhamdulillah..
even in between this busy life and hectic situations that i have decided to take upon myself 1 way or the other i still see the silver lining in between.. what would happen to me if i one day wake up and found out that the love of my life (at the moment tak de lar kan but please read carefully what if) got engage with someone else and the world knows it before i even get to sniff it, or what if my future wedding plans might just end there when my partner sniffed out somethings wrong with this relationship? in many ways than the other i come back to the safety zone that my life however screwed up certain situation can get is not as bad.. masha allah.. HE works in so many wonders that we cannot for tell.. would i be able to stand as strong as i am today? would i be able to take such knowledge and pain in such stride.. it difficult really to say would 1 would do when faced with the task and challenges that HE decides to test us with.... 1 thing i could safely say is that i would not give up and pick up after i have finish feeling sorry for myself..
at this point i am happy and ever grateful at how things have turned out in terms of my career and life path.. syukur.. and i am striving to make it work better for me.. please hear me i know YOU are there.. experiencing so many different things this past months has set me apart and make me into a soo much stronger person.. and with backing from mama, family and of course friends i am not afraid to strive..thank you..
i guess without these people and without the energy and support that they give me i would have wilted away much sooner than i could have imagine.. " when drinking water think of its source" in many ways than one makes alot of sense.. i would not be here at this moment climbing if it wasnt because of these people and HIS help.. anytime i feel trap.. i take a sip of water and thinking of the place and moments on how the water gets to me makes me realize how lucky i am..
tonight at 9pm the show that i have been striving for and the cause for the massive eye bags and dark circle will finally come alive at 9pm on ntv 7.. i cant wait to see it together on big screen.. the projects lined up is also many reasons for me to rejoice in.. syukur

baki zainal in mr siao's poster

baki zainal and the cast of mr siao's mandarin class


jeng jeng jeng.. the posters out... yup its one of the promo for mr siao's mandarin class.. i know some of you might have caught baki zainal in a splashing (no pun intended) teaser .. but yeah this is the project that i have been working my ass off for.. i will write a longer note but im buzzing from the whole merong experience currently so am gonna leave the rest 2morrow.. nite peeps

amir's diary . nie hao mr siao

Starbucks, JCO and coke is what keeps us moving for the past 13 days
baki zainal with ka hoe and mahesh from the amazing Talentime
baki zainal and cindy a.k.a Ms Q
baki zainal and auguste kwan
nie hao mr siao, baki zainal, steve yap, yi ling, rama and auguste kwan



its 3am and i am morbidly blogging.. i should be in bed as i need to be in the studio at 9am but then i had a chat with my director just now which 1 way or the other left me thinking..
its hard really acting.. specially comedy.. i should know i had chris jacobs teaching me before.. the whole momentum and sync between character, actor and director.. am i giving enough as an actor? am i truthful as a character? am i being directed? these questions may seem to be easy to answer but then when 1 look deeper its still the whole story of chicken or the egg... days like these make me want to go back to the drawing board.. its easy to blame fellow actors, script or situation for the short cuts that an actor makes but truth be told is that the actual story? we are nearing the end of shooting the first season of mr siao and yet amir has yet to reach puberty. rushing him thru that process within the next few eps might just throw the others off... aiyohh dilema..... i really hope this project sees 2nd, 3rd and 4th season and insyallah i shall still be wanted to play this character as i would want to walk him thru maturity.. im blessed to be given such chance .. syukur