reminder

thank you
thank you
thank you
thank you
thank you



tonight a very dear person in my life reminded me on the importance of being truthful and being sincere.. its hard when it comes to this bit in life.. sometimes holding in ones emotions and feelings just to suit the other and keeping in silence just so that the needles do not poke seems to be the right choice, not the wises but the right choice...
and the ironic part of it all is that she did not even need to verbally tell.. i felt it and i guess she felt it too.. i have always been program to please, to give in although i might not enjoy it.. and the dumbest part of it all is that i have been wasting time and energy on things and events that might not even be close to me... when this is done, i forget that it hurts people that means something to me..
i need to eliminate negative energy and focus on the positive.... baki wake up!!!! don't commit the same mistakes again.. once is enough ..once is enough ...
for those people around me thank you for the care, thank you for the support, thank you for "being".. i highly appreciate it.. i know even so we seldom "be" but do know that you are soo close and will always be close to me... baki sayang kamu