Thursday, June 07, 2012

Back on a flight this time coming book from the land of the Apsaras n the magnificent Angkor. It was how shall I say this a different experience.  A short work trip that ended up as much more as a relaxing time to be rejuvenate and mesmerized.  I would have to say that within the experience and given circumstance that I got to know Siem Reap I would say its a life style that one would dream of experiencing but lama sangat giler Wei tak tahan. I knw I knw bit stereotyping here which I'm not suppose to do but I can't help it. Wht do the people here do besides being a part of tourism? How do they do it? It's very evident, the influx of  foreign investors and business owners the mat Salleh, Korean and lets not forget the jepuns. Opening businesses such as restaurants, spa, grocery shops even. Where do the locals stand besides being j use the shop assistant or even the Tukang lipat cold towels.  Only recently receiving their independence I would have to take my hat off towards these beautiful beings constantly carrying a smile that showcases so much bravery, hope and dreams. They do live in a world that is full of apsaras. I wish u the best my people of the Angkor.  Ah kun. But for now I can't wait what is waiting for me back home in kl. I miss my boys n my ma. Hahahaha I'll see u in couple of hours ma

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Balikpapan frm Sabah bah

All rite time to recollect my emotional vomit now. Hehehe. It's been a hectic 3 days since I last blogged. Sitting here recalling a whole banter of events might just come across sounding like a non whimsical recollection of unconventional sardines packed into a can of lavender flavored brine. Grossed out.  Many things happened during this 3 days. Career changes and thoughts, self recollection of where am I, who am I, why am I here n where I want to belong. I give u an example. I am sitting in 10C which is an isle seat. I was suppose to be seated in 10D. Then after boarding a lady took my seat and as she was seated next to her husband and she asked nicely I changed seats with her. Her initial seat is a middle seat 10B but then as I didn't want to be squashed by 2 gentlemen I asked nicely if he guy in 10C would kindly give me his seat. Ideally I would love to be in business class (sidetrack just now I spotted a renown Malay TV host in business class seated there grinning away. Deep down I said to myself wow, your camera crew is in economy and you travel business is hat ethical? the next thought was well one day I would want to work my way up to join you there. But as it was to happen, our friend was ushered int economy right before the flight took off and he marched down the isle with e most sour face he could put on uttering to the steward right behind him "it's ok! " as if the steward owed him an explanation. Ooh pls. Do not mistaken, I won't name names but the person that I am mentioning is not paknil. Paknil has way more class. ) back to my theory. 10C is where I am seated now. Business or row 14 is where ideally I would want to be seated. So one way or the other all that kinda things were running thru my head while I was hosting the long 3 days event. Pls don't think that All i think of am work is about airplane seats hehehe.  Well, I'm coming home to a couple of awesome projects at the same time. So thats a lot to digest as it is. But for sure I am so so excited about Cambodia this weekend. It's a good kick start towards my awesome journey to Step Forward season 8. Angkor here I come. I can smell the trolley right upfront now. Hungry wei. Gonna be adventurous gonna order fish this time rather than chicken. It looks like an awesome hot hot day outside with pretty blue clouds. Hope to my day and week stays as clear and as awesome as the clouds outside the plane.

Friday, May 25, 2012

Naik belon yo

Feeling odd as I'm typing this I'm actually on board a flight to Kk for a show. Yes. We just took off  half an hour ago and yes usually I would be asleep by now but I am hungry. I have yet to eat anything since last nite. Infact I have yet to even have my vitamins. Well for the pass how many hours that has passed today its been a roller coaster ride, I was at the hospital with mama this morning well I slept on that hard chair the whole nite thru really. Leaving my mama at the hospital after her eye operation I got news just a while before leaving that she is good tO go home. Yeay! Music To my ears. But then that kinda catapulted everything into another mess as I had to proceed with all the necessary check out procedures. Leaving me no time thus I am on this flight with a change of clothes and only brushed teeth. In another sentence I have yet to shower. I hope people in Kk would love me still.  If you guys would have realized eh eh eh why the sudden many odd entries into this blog space which has been barren for the past many months. It's because I have found a way of writing really. I realized I am only best when I am spontaneous in hosting I mean. So why not try in terms of writing. Hopefully I don't give anyone a headache. Plus another awesome fact being my awesome kor kor bought me an iPad 3 thus writing everywhere i could is possible. I love the screen n definitely the key pad. Aite will post this up once I touch down. Talk to you guys soon.
I am seated on a very hard of those that you would properbly see at the bilik guru when we were in our younger days. Well I know mine was like this. Trying really hard to fall asleep. Wht am I talking about my eyes are already half close just that my ass is telling my brain that its starting to loose all sense of feel. Back to where I am. It's really difficult to stay focus with this stand fan blowing at me specially right smack straight into my face. Keep telling myself move u idiot, but truthfully I wish I could. But the plug point for my iPad is not near enough. Back to where I am. I am now typing on my new iPad 3 that alan got for me for my birthday. Baki zainal back to the topic I am now in HKL baby seating my cute little mother. Oh man my eyes are heavy. Ok I promise I'll update tomorrow nite youlls

Monday, November 07, 2011

what happens when a shooting venue has wifi and the actor has lots of time in hand?

i love it.. i love it.. i love it.. yes i love it.. this is what happens when the shooting venue is not an open public space and there is wifi service.. the actor then starts blogging.. thats right.
its been a really long long long time since i last wrote my tots down in this blog. i tried last week but failed badly.. theres so much to say so much to pen but where do i begin? i just got back from a horrible trip to Miri. dont get me wrong the experience and company in miri was a blast but then the trip rushing back to kl was just bad bad bad. with my flight being delayed for more than a couple of hours because of extreme bad weather, the major bumpy flight, the crowd that i was stuck with was just an experience or an adventure i would hope to just bury way way way back in my dumpster of a mind.
but you see, within all this travelling to china, australia, new zealand and many more little asian countries 1 thing i could bring out of all of this is no matter where u go or who you are with. its the little happiness that you beckon and get out of them.. i learned to salvage as much happiness from each journey or experience i get. even so after being trapped for a stand still 3 hours jam in a remote part of china i get to experience and see some parts of china that many dont see. having to host a 10 to 10 roadshow and concert i get to catch up with a good fren.. its all about choices really.
every decision and choice we make determines the outcome or effect that happens. at the end of it if you want a happier life then choose to see the better in things.

Thursday, October 27, 2011

peace out

i promise u i shall blog before monday.. lets see if i keep to that promise.

Saturday, June 11, 2011

im feeling sentimental

i keep getting people around me asking me "baki if theres something that you could change from the past what would it be?" and my answer has been consistent cause honestly theres nothing that i would change.
i believe living in the "now". i was not like that few years ago but now at the age of 30 looking back yes, im brave enough to say that no i wont change anything. you see i believe that whatever happened to a person slowly but surely builds the person into the person that he or she is today. i might not have had to starve nor fight in a war before but i would say yes i had my fair deal.
tonight i was in pavilion to witness UKiss fan meet session and having friends and fans from all corners screaming my name and showing their love and support towards me was just an out of this world experience. never had i imagined i would be gifted with such love and support.. you guys inspire me to be a better person.
the month of june is the month that we celebrate the man who gave us life...
im leaving for NZ in a couple of hours to spend fathers day with my papa at the same time to attend his 15th year kenduri arwah.. papa i know your smiling down on me for i dedicate all this to you. happy fathers day.

Tuesday, April 05, 2011


they say as you grow older you sleep less at night, as in your body clock wakes up not by purpose. your awake lying there thinking to yourself hang in there 5 more minutes and then you roll underneath your white comforter and either you stay awake or you force yourself back to slumber, waking up later in the day mostly regretting the idea that you snoozed off a bit too long hahahahaha.. well thats what happens to me thou. i got in really tired last night and slept bout 2am and by 6am i am wide awake. pulling the comforter for dear life for it was nice being in that state of silence and for that moment counting the blessings that i had been given.
in that moment of bliss i try to map out my day, usually when i am at home it starts with trying to reach out for the air condition remote, then opening the windows (i like to see the nearer future first before thinking way too far for me) then to the bathroom to brush my teeth and other natural human toilet behaviors, wuduk then my moment with HIM. after which i would already have the determination of wanting to rush downstairs grab a quick fix then off to the gym before everyone else and before my official day starts yelar i dont know if any of you felt this way before but like all those mat salleh tele novella siap boleh gi jogging ker swimming ker then breakfast dulu sebelum kene siap gie kerja atau sekolah its like they have such extra hours in the morning compared to us tapi kadang kadang beranggan jugak nak macam dorang hahahahahaha... where was i? oh ya my grand daily plans in the morning... being able to make those plans, its really liberating.. tapi selalunyer i end up being seduced back underneath my white linens and planning to remap my course when i officially wake up hahahaha..
feeling the soft linen grace my body, taking in the silence of the whole house is something i shall start giving thanks to from today onwards cause for this is my ME time. where i could feel safe in all my insecurity and just soundly lay there and be me.(its really a rare situation that i get to wake up in my own bed for a month plus. dont get me wrong i dont have other beds and other people to sleep with. just that for the past 2 years im so used to waking up to the tune of another suitcase another wall and the lifestyle of a traveling host. Alhamdullilah i'm enjoying it the only thing i miss from the whole waking up in a hotel bed is the white linen and covers but fret not theres always ikea and aussino to solve that matter.)
i could hear the birds chirping outside. im sure in a couple of minutes my bibik will be up, then the 3 boys will be fighting for the toilet wanting to get ready for school. im feeling sentimental now i think i'll end this with a smiley face :)